We once had something special
I thought it would never fade
Fade is not the question
The feelings just never stayed
Don't know where they're gone
Somewhere deep and dark
What went missing next
It was that loving spark
You can tell me until your blue in the face
You will change
But what I need now is someone decent to take Your place.
lolo x
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on alert, Restless night
Constantly fighting with all your might
Horrid nightmares, depressed and low
Mixed emotions don't know how to show
Cut yourself burn yourself
Scratch and pick
Put on an act "I'm fine thanks chic''
Can people see through the mask?
Do i want them too? What if they ask
Want the help, yes or no?
I do but scared to death how deep it will lead me to go
Feel alone full of guilt and regret
Oh wish I could turn back time
So we never met
But I cant change what has happened
Or make it go away
Its part of me now
And has made me the woman i am today.
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