This happend 2 time once I was 3 and had a 15 year old cousin who tried to rape me he would go into the bathroom while I was in there the door didn't lock he tried to force himself in I was too small this happend for about a year one time I remember was playing hide and seek with him and my aunt my aunt was it and he told me to go in the room with him to hide I did he took off my pants and started touching and licking me he put his dick in my mouth I was little and didn't know so I did what he wanted he tried to put it in me but I was only 3 and he couldn't he heard my aunt coming so he hid and told me not to say anything or he would get in trouble I was stupid.I don't remember how but I told my mom finnaly and he was put in juvie.
I was 14 he 20 he was such a great guy he knew about my past expereince and said he wanted to kill him. By this time I forgave c for his mistake he is still paying for what he did but b started making me let him touch me he would hold my hands so I couldn't cover myself he would take pics of me he would try to get me to give him oral I wouldn't so he settled for touching he would always say I could just bend you over and fuck you here we went to the movies and he made me touch him and he touched me. Then he started watching porn right in front of me and made me watch then he made fun of me for watching cause he said I liked it. Well my mom found out how he was and didn't let me talk to him but I was an idiot and found a way he started sending pics of himself over the web he sent me a pic of a girl he knew with her top off to show I was square I later found out he would show his friends pics of me naked and I just stopped talking to him completly mow I am still stupid wanting guys way out of my leage and looking like an idiot