SURVIVORS SHARE ACCOUNTS OF TEEN PARTNER RAPE
I get numerous accounts of rape from young teenage girls. Whether your story is about partner rape or not, I am incredibly concerned about the dreadful situations you face, and because the story forms don't contain email, I can't return contact. Some of you have never told anybody. Please, if you are a young teenage girl - whatever has happened, see this page and reach out to somebody for help. If you like, you can read my story about being an abused teenager here - please know that with the right support, the way you feel won't last forever xx
I was dating this guy, we had known each other for five months and were dating for one month. I was over at his house, his parents were not home. I had been over to his house before when his parents were not home. It was our early valentines date. We were enjoying some snacks and listening to the pope. All of sudden he started talking about his borner. All of a sudden he unzips his fly and gets on top of me. He pulls off my leggings and underwear. I start screaming "no I'm on my period we are going to get blood everyone," unfortunately there was no one else home to hear my scream for help. While, remaining on top of me he grabs a towel and puts it under me. I keep telling him "no" and he does not stop, he puts his penis inside of me. I am crying, but he continues by licking my Virginia and blows air on it. He finishes by licking my pad.
Once, I got to my car I start balling. I was just raped, I did not know what to do. I decided to call my best friend, but she was not picking up. So, I decided to go home; once I got home I texted him "what's up" and his reply was "nothin. I'm sorry" and then he said "why did I do that" "so how r u," I tired to have a normal conversation with him, but it was not working. It got to a point were I ignored his messages and would make up excuses like "yea sorry I was doing homework I had a lot tonight" and "I'm exhausted I'm gonna go to bed."
I had two sleepless nights; I spent two days pretending so hard to put a smile on my face and just get through it. Finally, my best friend called me back and I went over to her house to figure out what to do. We called the police and that's when the investigation started. I am happy I reported it because I do not want anyone to get away with something like this.
I am so angry, how could this guy I once cared about ruin my life. I am constantly upset and I have many fits of crying. I am surviving, I am currently seeing a therapist once a week. I am done running away from my feelings, I am going to face them head on. No matter the challenges I face in life, I know I can over come them. As I am dealing with, I am also dealing with an infection and an injured knee that will most likely need surgery. I am only 16, but I know I will have a bright future. I am not a rape victim, I am rape survivor.