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SURVIVORS SHARE ACCOUNTS OF TEEN PARTNER RAPE

A NOTE
I get numerous accounts of rape from young teenage girls. Whether your story is about partner rape or not, I am incredibly concerned about the dreadful situations you face, and because the story forms don't contain email, I can't return contact. Some of you have never told anybody. Please, if you are a young teenage girl - whatever has happened, see this page and reach out to somebody for help. If you like, you can read my story about being an abused teenager here - please know that with the right support, the way you feel won't last forever xx


Survivor's Name:

Kelly

Survivor's Story: I was down the town centre one weekend and I saw this guy who I thought was so good looking, staring at me. Alex was tall, muscly and very good looking and he came up to me and we got chatting instantly, we got on so well and we exchanged numbers we dated for a few weeks after that and it was great, he bought me loads of gifts and was always doing romantic things like giving me roses and things like that. And Alex was having a party and he had a free house I told my parents I was sleeping over a friend's house and went. I didn't tell anyone where I was I can see how stupid it was now and I wish someone knew where I was. Alex was 17 and I was 13 at the time.

Anyway I went to the party it was great my first party and there was everything music and alcohol and everything I didn't drink and neither did he and I stuck with him all night we danced, we kissed and he told me how much he loved me. Everyone was leaving and he asked me to stay behind afterwards and help him tidy up the living room because it was so messy. We tidied up and he asked me to go upstairs and wait for him, so I did, he was so sweet and caring I could have never of imagined what he was going to do. When he came back up we sat on the bed and watched TV and kissed then he showed me his computer and we went on the internet, we stood up and he asked me to have sex with him, I said no, I was only 13 and a catholic it was wrong and I wasn't planning to have sex before marriage I didn't think I was ready, and I looked into his eyes and saw a sudden change, it was like he was someone else I didn't know and I was terrified.

He slapped me across the face hard and told me to beg him not to rape me, I felt so terrified I got down on my knees and begged, I cried and he just called me weak and pathetic and hit me round the face I fell to the ground and must of hit my head.

Next thing I knew I was on his bed with no clothes on, I must have passed out or something, and I looked around and saw him standing there next to the bed and I began to scream he got on the bed on top of me and put his hand over my mouth, I screamed louder and louder he grabbed hold of my hand and got a pair of handcuffs from the drawer and attached them to the bed post I couldn't move and there was no way I could push him off me with one hand he weighed about 15 stone and worked out at the gym . His hand was over my mouth and he began having sex with me I was screaming and crying but he carried on I felt like I could barely breathe.

When he eventually stopped what seemed like hours later, he went out of the room I could see my phone over the other side of the room I tried so hard to free my other hand, but I heard the door go and layed back down with my eyes closed and pretended to be asleep, I heard him going down his drawers looking for something. Then I felt him get back on the bed and he just whispered 'I know u aren't asleep u whore, u think that was bad, i am going to fuck you again and again, are u scared now, u bitch.'

I was shaking was just in tears. I turned round to look at him and saw what he had a knife in his hands, he asked me to have oral sex with him I refused and he held the knife to my throat, he then forced me to have oral sex with him and all night he left me handcuffed to the bed, touching me and threatening me all night I felt as if I was in hell, I begged him repeated times to stop and take the handcuffs off as they were hurting my wrists but he wasn't stupid and knew that I was planning on running. He fell asleep just before sunrise and the knife was within my reach I thought about just picking it up and stabbing him until he was dead but I didn't have the guts to do it. He woke up shortly after the sun had risen and looked at me and just laughed and told me I was weak and pathetic, I told him I was going to tell the police what he had done unless he released me right now he laughed and said he has an alibi and they wouldn't believe a stupid 13 yr old over 17 year old adult. Alex left me on the bed handcuffed for the next few hours and just came over randomly touching me and one last time raped me.

After he was finished he released the handcuffs and threw me against the wall with the knife against my throat, told me that if I told anyone he would kill me.

I went into the bathroom and was sick I didn't know what to do, and I did what I do and got dressed and walked out as if nothing had happened. I saw him still in the bedroom and ran down the stairs he was running after me and I tried to get out the back door and the window but everything was locked he finally caught up with me and held me I cried he cried and said he was sorry. I said to him that if he let me go I wouldn't tell anyone and he got in the car and drove me to the end of my road and whispered in my ear see u tomorrow.
I switched off my phone and never saw him again I told my parents about a week later because I refused to go out and stayed in my room, I wouldn't even go to school they did not tell the police because I begged them not to because I didn't feel strong enough to go to court and face him. I got counselling and started to socialise a little bit more and I met two wonderful boys my own age and soon after meeting them I began sleeping with them, I was so confused inside all I wanted was love and affection because my parents avoided the subject and started acting like it never happened. Both of the boys broke up with me and I was heartbroken but coped.

One day a couple of months later, when I was shopping down the town centre I saw Alex and I froze he was with two friends I walked in the opposite direction walking at normal pace I looked over my shoulder and saw him running after me, it was quiet deserted as it was a small town and a Sunday, I began to run and he caught up with me he dragged me down an alleyway and held a knife to my throat and told me that if I didn't come with him and his friends he would kill me. So I followed them Alex holding my hand the whole time his friend went down my bag and took my mobile phone and we got on the bus and went to his house as soon as we got inside, I fell to my knees and begged him not to do anything and they all started laughing.

Alex dragged me upstairs, with his hand other my mouth so no one could hear me scream, he threw me onto the bed, my whole body was numb and I was crying, one of his friends held me down while Alex handcuffed me to the bed and took off my clothes, they both raped me in turn and forced me to have oral sex.

Since this event I have not had sex and I have now met a truly wonderful boyfriend who I have told nearly everything, he is standing by me and when I have nightmares in the middle of the night he even lets me text him and it makes me feel so safe to know I have someone there.
Submitted November 21 , 2010 5 : 06 am

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