Aphrodite Wounded: Teen Partner Rape Stories

A NOTE
I get numerous stories from young teenage girls. Whether your story is about partner rape or not, I am incredibly concerned about the dreadful situations you face, and because the story forms don't contain email, I can't return contact. Some of you have never told anybody. Please, if you are a young teenage girl - whatever has happened, see this page and reach out to somebody for help. If you like, you can read my story about being an abused teenager here - please know that with the right support, the way you feel won't last forever xx

Here are stories from women who have experienced partner rape in teen relationships.
If you are a survivor of partner rape, I hope you find validation reading these stories.
Please keep yourself safe as you read - if you have not already read the section containing advice about reading the stories, please go here to find it.
If you would like to submit your story, find out hopw to do so here.

Here is a list of the stories. You can click on a woman's name to go to her story, or alternatively you can go here to browse stories in sequence.

Abigail's Story ("I will never be able to forget my stolen innocence, or the images of the one guy I thought I loved hurting me.")
Adele's Story ("because of the intensity of the domestic violence...in our relationship, even psychologically, I could never freely say no..")
Adri's Story ("Scream and you will regret it" he said and began to tear my clothing with his knife.")
Alana's Story ("He finished and I put my clothes on cried home.I took a shower I felt dirty ..")
Alexis's Story ("everytime i see him at school i always hold my head down and don`t say anything to him he does the same thing with me.")
Amanda's Story ("I am going to tharipy to help but I dont know. HE was never convicted..")
Angel's Story ("It was only last night I found a name for what I have been experiencing all these years - Intimate Partner Rape.")
Annabeth's Story (" He sent me death threats and I thought he wouldn't be able to do anything.")
Artemis's Story (This story may be a bit unconventional, but I realized that I believe that it still constitutes as rape .")
Ashleigh's Story ("At first I didn't think what he was doing was rape became I loved him and he's my boyfriend but I realized I don't want it.")
Ashleigh's Story ("I am trying to end things, the abuse is just getting worse both sexually and physically it is very hard.")
Ashley's Story ("Growing up I always watched my father hit my Mom and he always beat me and my brother and sister")
Autumn's Story ("Rape would never happened to me. Unfortunately I was wrong. ").
Bee's Story ("I was always too scared to tell. He went off to college this year, and I told my guidance counselor at school.")
Beka's Story ("If I squirmed too much or tried to release my hands he would punch me or hit me.")
Bobbi's Story ("It's been two years and i still have nightmares.")
Boo's Story ("i have told and i still have nightmares.")
Breanna's Story ("it still makes me cry to think of what happened 4 monthes ago.")
Brianna's Story ("He finally got off me put on his clothes, then he went to sleep, right next to me without even caring about what happened.")
Charly's Story ("It's funny how you can forgive but not forget.")
Coreen's Story ("I said "no, I have to go, Let me up," and "you're hurting me." John didn't listen he forced me to have intercourse with him.")
Dakota's Story ("I now have a one year old girl. It hurts me to see her father in her beautiful, innocent eyes. ")
Dani's Story ("when I get up the courage to tell someone, they usually say "Well, it's your fault for going back,")
Danielle's Story ("No matter how much time passes there is no deadline for healing").
Deirdre's Story ("It pisses me off that something that happened so long ago is now disrupting my life")
Dionne's Story ("He stole my innocence and my life in one vicious attack. He changed the very soul of my being, forever.")
E's Story ("Eight years is how long its been since I left the initial guy, and I'm just now starting to get over the abuse.")
Elizabeth's Story ("Then he raped me. He left me there, and said he should've killed me.")
Elizabeth Angel's Story ("I only told my bestfriend then she told my boyfriend. (yes i had a boyfriend at the time.) Im getting help for it now..")
Elle's Story ("I didnt tell my mum up until a year ago and suffer from anxiety attacks whenever i see or here things that remind me of him.")
FJWL's Story ("I have yet to have sex again, and that is a terrifying aspect. But i have realised that maybe all men are not evil.")
Forget's Story ("Why didn't he stop when I was screaming at him with tears running down my face?")
G's Story ("If i didn't want to have sex a million times a day he would call me a whore and say it was my duty as his girlfriend")
Healing's Story ("It has been so hard to call what happened to me rape")
Hollie's Story ("He made an arrangement with his 40 year old dealer. Me. He sold me to his dealer for the night. I was 14")
Hollie's Story ("He told me he loved me and that this was for the best, I cried silently and could feel tears rolling down my cheeks. ")
IDA-B's Story ("I'm still in the process of healing, but I'm afraid he might get me and rape or kill me.")
Jane's Story ("sex is supposed to be a bonding experience that brings u closer but instead it makes me feel sad angry and uncomfortable.")
Jordan's Story (" I have not told my boyfriend about my rape and he thinks he took my virginity and I feel guilty inside...")
June's Story (" He peed on me once after throwing me to the ground and kicking me because i refused to stop talking to my friends....")
Kelly's Story ("one of his friends held me down while Alex handcuffed me to the bed and took off my clothes").
Kelsey's Story ("The reason I stayed around him was because he did have his sweet moments.").
Kelsey's Story ("The reason I stayed around him was because he did have his sweet moments.").
Kit's Story ("I would tell him to stop, as I had before, and he still didn't seem to care.").
Laura's Story ("Even now if I even hear the word 'rape' I feel ill, I haven't got over what happened and don't think I fully ever will.")
Leah's Story ("Through all the begging for him to stop he kept going till he fell asleep next to me").
Leah W's Story ("There is...another part of me that wants to smash his f*****g sneaky, deceitful face in").
Lily's Story ("I have told my counselor, who is calling the police as I write this on my I touch in the counselors office at school.")
Lindsey's Story ("I'm a lot more confident now because I know now people are here for me").
Lita's Story ("And I want things to get better, but sometimes I doubt that the wounds inside of me will ever me mended").
Little One's Story (" I was so shocked i didn't even comprehend what was happening for a moment.")
M's Story ("He gave me so many marks and bruises.")
M's Story ("I can't believe I'm writing this. Until I learned about partner rape, I didn't understand what had happened to me.")
Madiline's Story ("I was only 17.Henry seemed like a nice guy he would buy me roses, jewlry,chocolates and a bunch of other stuff.")
Malissa's Story ( "I am happy now I met a great guy I have a baby girl with him we been together for 4 years now.. ")
Marina's Story ("I never told anyone about those incidents.")
Meadowlark's Story ("I'm appalled by the stories I've already read yet I am finally home.")
Meg's Story ( "I'm finally now just seeking help for it.")
Melissa's Story ( "I started to cry, but he pretended not to notice and finished. ")
Naya's Story ( "He told me he wanted sex. I said no. But he wasnt hearing it. ")
Nicole's Story ( "I still love him were still together till this day.... ")
Q's Story ("The pain was so intense, I cried through all of it. But he kept going. He said, "All girls are supposed to like this. ")
Qua's Story ("Did I really want it to stop? Yes, it hurt too much and I wasn't ready for sex yet.")
Rachel's Story ( "Because of Leo I self-harmed, frequently took random pills, had panic attacks, severe depression....")
Sammi's Story ("I'm in a daze still and I'm in a lot of pain.")
Sara's Story ("I hope that others can find a better life and we can all continue to heal because no one deserves to be used or abused.")
Scared and Alone's Story ("He had that nerve to ask what he did wrong...")
Sharon's Story ("still after almost 8 years wake up screeming if he ask how am i going to tell him his a child from rape....")
Sheyleigh's Story ("Being a survivor is hard, but sometimes it really proves just how strong a person can be.")
Simone's Story ("I have never felt so much pain in my life after not being able to take the pain anymore I blacked out ")
Sirrani's Story ("It was someone I didn't even think could rape me. A female. ")
Stockholm's Story ("Every day he pulled my hair slap me he told me on a daily basis that I'm a whore")
Sunny's Story ("Something was ripped out of me thank goodness I didn;t get pregnant i dont know what id do if i bore his child")
Susan's Story ("Little noises bother me. I sleep with lights on some nights and I have nightmares almost every night about it.")
Tessa's Story (" I dont know why, he made me feel like I deserved it.")
Vivian's Story ("He grabbed me at one point after I had left the situation a couple times. He told me that I did not have a choice.")
WG's Story ("a few months later, I went to the doctor and he said I was pregnant.")
Wounded Butterfly's Story ("After 4 Months of dating he pressured for sex i would say no he would hit me, say sorry and that he loved me.")