So I'm only 21 years old and so happy I found this website...
I met this guy Michael he was the nicest guy ever. my family loved him my friends wished they had someone like him. when I became pregnant with my daughter whose now two he started acting strange hitting me, not letting me talk to any guys...including my brother because his friends were around. He started forcing me to have sex and do things I never would have done and no I never told anyone because who would believe this amazing guy would do this to me. After I had my daughter I moved in with him and his parents that was when it got really bad. He would leave bruises on me all the time and I had to come up with lies on how they got there. Almost 2 times a week he'd force me to have sex. One night I got so sick of it that I fought back and he stopped I went to bed. I went to counseling the next day ( because I tried killing myself because I felt like nothing) and my counselor asked where my bruises came from first I lied and said me and my sister got in an argument then I broke down and told her.
That was the beginning of a new and great life. I left him and now me and my daughter are happier then ever. He has visitation rights and I see him all the time. Often feel like getting back with him just for the sake of my daughter but then I got to remember he's not going to change. I know I'm not good at writing things but this is my story I know its short but I'm very tired. after I was with him he was my first I feel like I didn't care about my body and started letting people just have sex with me but I'm started to realize that I'm more then that.